bad mood

Well, just a posting to say i am sick of the army already - the past 3 weeks haver been pretty strenuous. Since the newies are in I have lost almost 4kg (the best diet i can recommend), i smoke as much as i can handle (which is a lot) i barely sleep, go out of the camp once in 4 days (which is not much compared to once in 2 days in the border) and when i do, i just go home and sleep till i have to go back in camp. Which is basically like doing nothing.

today was my evening off (next one on sunday). Went home at 2:30 pm, slept till 8pm, and then had a few drinks out with a fellow soldier b4 coming home to listen to some music. I think i'd rather go back in in a while (have to be back by 6:15 or so in the morning) since i guess sleeping at home is not an option if i'm not gonna wake up on time.

The most depressing thought of the last few days is that the only sms and calls i receive or send are only from my family and fellow soldiers. It's a weird thought to consider myself cut of from the rest of the world...