just trying to hold on

2 more days, or less. till my final exam for this summer, which will judge whether i have 2 or 3 exams left for september.

honestly, i am not well prepared, but am in a state of optimism for the time being. and seriously i am not on drugs, though what i am saying makes no sense at all (never have been a fan of drugs anyway). but well, the fact that i have taken the exam again in the past might also help in having some success...

one thing that keeps me going is the fact that after friday i have 2 months of sheer freedom (in the sense of what my military service leaves for me of course) with lots of things happening. going to NL, reading books again and not theoretical crap about accounting and economy, swimming, generally relaxing and preparing for my (hopefully) last exam period in september and my triumphant exit from the army in november.

after friday, things will be going my way. but until then i have to struggle a bit more, just to get one more subject out of the way. no guts, no glory. lets see the end result of it. friday is the day.